i do not get overtime.
i get to do it all over again tomorrow…
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i do not get overtime.
i get to do it all over again tomorrow…
this weekend the boy and i drove to portsmouth, nh. we’ve been through, or around, but never actually stopped before. it was one exceptionally long weekend, though.
first we had to go to the office to pick up our new (new to us) table and chairs, which are uber spifftacular. it was a fuckin’ ordeal. seriously. we were nearly defeated by a heavy-as-shit table, though. that shit is heavier than it looks. we didn’t actually make it out of town until around 5 pm, but saturday had to be officially the nicest day of the entire year. you know, so far. nearly 70°, sunny, cool breeze, clear skies, magic.
also, we made our first run up to MA’s only sonic. motherfuckers in MA are ridiculous, it’s like they don’t even know how to deal with a sonic. gettin’ up out of their cars and going INSIDE sonics to EAT FOOD? wtf is that? ridonkulous.
portsmouth was better than expected, and there were many tasty treats to be had. overall, the weather was decent. i found probably one of the best little jewelry stores ever, too, and finally got some amber jewelry. and a really awesome ring. and i replenished my peppercorn supplies (most crucial).
overall, not too bad. and now, i begin hell week at work…(it is hellish)
exactly one year ago today i was just coming out of surgery at BIDMC, it was one of the greatest days of my life.
why would a day under the knife at a hospital be so great? well, admittedly, going to the hospital and all the prep and waiting and general hospital smells and noises and anesthesia and recovery wasn’t that fantastic. i was pretty achey and out of it all day, but you know what was fantastic? coming out of that surgery knowing that everything went fantastic and there were no complications and from the moment it was completed on forward i would forever be baby free. 100%, fool-proof, completely and totally sterile! no worries, no anxiety, no more birth control pills every day and their wonky ass hormones…ever!
it was a mini dream come true, really. because this is something i have always wanted beyond a shadow of a doubt, and after nearly a year of trying and running around to various doctor appointments and the whole Essure failure debacle…success!
those couple of days at home recovering were no picnic, but after? oh man, after has been so fucking wonderful. there is nothing so empowering and fulfilling as taking 100% control over your life. i am so grateful to my wonderful OB/GYN/surgeon for supporting my decision, not being a biased asshole, and making all my non-spawning dreams come true.
it’s like there’s a party in my pants, and no babies are invited! there’s an age limit, and this meow town is for recreational use only!
the boy says he got me a surprise, to celebrate my anniversary. so, YAY PRESENTS! also YAY! NOT PREGNANT! NEVER PREGNANT!
also, despite what everyone thinks and what a majority of the closed-minded motherfuckers of the world have told me, i have zero regrets! none! nada! zip! zilch! there is nothing in the world i want LESS than to spawn, and now, i don’t have to!
i’m happier now* than i ever have been, plus, when you know for a fact that there is no way in hell you can be infested by fetuses whilst fucking…it is fucking AWESOME.
seriously, True Story.
* EXCEPT FOR: i got cupcakes to celebrate at Sweet, they were asstacular. wtf, sweet, wtf? why you gotta play me like that?
i have been stuck home sick all day. but this has not been a day off from work because i have spent all day working on Important Shit anyway.
seriously, i can’t afford many days off right now. but i also have sinuses that are revolting against me.
and i meow meow meow and i meow meow meow…
it’s hard to believe i already have an idea of what i’ll be doing months from now and how quickly the year is flying by.
plus, on top of all the awesome things i have to look foward to, there are a number of slightly-less-than-awesome work things coming down the pipeline. hopefully the kick ass stuff will be spread out enough amongst the reviews, and migrations, and moves, and offsites and general work fuckery (so much worse than whimsicle fuckery) that it will all balance out.
hopefully.
pray for mojo.
i’m beginning to wonder who you have to skullfuck around these parts for decent medical care. and not even getting into the whole public-vs.-private health coverage/insurance/clusterfuck debate, just simply: where are the decent doctors? and how can a fully-insured citizen go about obtaining their expertise and services?
it’s god damned maddening and a waste of time and money for all involved (but namely, me) going through all these incompetent assholes (namely, my former PCP — aka dr. shitty fuckflaps) and dealing with mis-diagnosis, inattention and stupidity.
i’ve been scouring concert sites and ticket vendors and everything i can think of to find concerts lately. music and the opportunity to see my favorites live is pretty much all i have going for me.
there is nothing.
boston is a veritable wasteland of live music right now because everything that’s coming through is arguably shitty (seriously? does there really need to be another dave matthew’s band concert here? god) and the crowds/venues around here are even shittier so i do not blame any band or artist at all for not coming through here.
though, the concert scene was pretty much all this place had going for it (compared to say middle-of-nowheresville, colorado) and so the dearth of shows i’d actually be willing to pay money to go to is a bit frustrating.
maybe…maybe i’d see florence and the machine, but i don’t anticipate the boy liking them in the slightest and i’d need a bit more time to give them a thorough listening to before i decided if i want to spend the money to see them live.
i do not get overtime. i get to do it all over again tomorrow…
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this weekend the boy and i drove to portsmouth, nh. we’ve been through, or around, but never actually stopped before. it was one exceptionally long weekend, though. first we had to go to the office to pick up our new (new to us) table and chairs, which are uber spifftacular. it was a fuckin’ ordeal. […]
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exactly one year ago today i was just coming out of surgery at BIDMC, it was one of the greatest days of my life. why would a day under the knife at a hospital be so great? well, admittedly, going to the hospital and all the prep and waiting and general hospital smells and noises […]
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i have been stuck home sick all day. but this has not been a day off from work because i have spent all day working on Important Shit anyway. seriously, i can’t afford many days off right now. but i also have sinuses that are revolting against me. and i meow meow meow and i […]
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new PCP who is not a fuckbag cocksucker new curtains in the livingroom look well lush i COMPLETED my imperial flagship (pictures to follow) PAX East 2010 with the boy getting a new bed from ikea (oh my god the delicious softness, so comfy!) pi day celebrations! so many pies! new tattoo appointment with my […]
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i’m beginning to wonder who you have to skullfuck around these parts for decent medical care. and not even getting into the whole public-vs.-private health coverage/insurance/clusterfuck debate, just simply: where are the decent doctors? and how can a fully-insured citizen go about obtaining their expertise and services? it’s god damned maddening and a waste of […]
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i’ve been scouring concert sites and ticket vendors and everything i can think of to find concerts lately. music and the opportunity to see my favorites live is pretty much all i have going for me. there is nothing. boston is a veritable wasteland of live music right now because everything that’s coming through is […]
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