i can feel the summer slipping away from me (did it even start?) and at this point there’s absolutely nothing i can do about it. is this the worst? it definitely ranks high up there. i have a habit of having really shitty odd-numbered years, and this one so far is sticking to tradition.
i’ve been so consumed with work and shit that is both mentally draining and decidedly NOT fun. i thought i had more time for some obligations that are coming up in the fall, but already i’m staring down the barrel of that and let me tell you, it is not a very long barrel.
plus, i lead a completely lame and underwhelming life, so it seems a tad unfair that i’m so often overwhelmed by all this bullshit. and stress. i’ve got stress for days, son. and it is not even a little bit ok. plus, the weather has been complete bullshit lately (today, the air outside is chewy) and i have not had a single moment of outdoorsy summer fun. or really even some halfway decent sunshine. maybe it’s the vitamin d withdrawal that is making me so uber meh.