mine :
the taste of it whispers, rolls over my tongue and coats my lips…lingers. i can feel it, sliding over my shoulders…slinking down my arms and past my fingers. if i close my eyes, it swallows me up. swallowed whole in shadows and warmth and memory. if i close my eyes, it reverberates through my mind. echoes and echoes and echoes of you. or me. it’s unclear. it’s different and new and exciting and unstable and intoxicating and tangible — and just the same as always. find space… find space… a word or two. a touch. comfortable silence and you breathe in. breathe in breathe in breathe and you and me and nothing and everything in between (space). and then you’re lost in a wasteland. lost, looking…you cannot escape. and you cannot hold on. because it’s slippery, slippery smooth and sleek. shadows and whispers and smoke filtering through the cracks. and you sink in. you’re sinking…sinking in…sinking in you, in me, in nothing and everything in between.
(space)
mine :
but then again, i thought you knew…
mine :
plummeting, crashing, coasting, gliding, diving, slipping, plunging, tumbling, sliding…bracing, racing, terror, anticipation, excitement, confusion, apprehension, fusion. precarious downfall, delicious salvation — contradiction. precarious security swallowed in uncertainty. the unknown. complex anxiety. freedom immobilized by “what if”s. what if what if what if…why? complexity. to feel, to savor, to relish, to breathe, to taste, to touch, to see, to live…to fall… am falling, is falling, has been falling, will fall, has fallen… can’t stop? won’t stop? don’t want to stop? i don’t know, i don’t know, i don’t know…
i don’t know…
i don’t?
no…
mine :
waiting…waiting…waiting… waiting in line. waiting for an answer. waiting for the question. waiting for an end. waiting for another chance. waiting for the outcome. waiting for a beginning. waiting it out. waiting always lasts so long. waiting for an opening. waiting for something. waiting for nothing. waiting for everything. waiting for anything. waiting is the hardest part. waiting and waiting and waiting…waiting for it to come. waiting for you. waiting for a sign. waiting with bated breath. waiting with great anticipation. waiting with dread. waiting with trepidation. waiting with excitement. waiting with hope…with hope for…with hope for…something nothing everything anything. and waiting…and waiting…and waiting… waiting for me. waiting for clarity, for direction, for contentment, for change, for understanding, for acceptance, for love, for hate, for something good, for something disastrous, for indifference, for feeling, for…for…something nothing everything anything. and waiting…and waiting…and waiting…
mine :
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find space in everything you can
Tuesday, September 20th, 2005the taste of it whispers, rolls over my tongue and coats my lips…lingers. i can feel it, sliding over my shoulders…slinking down my arms and past my fingers. if i close my eyes, it swallows me up. swallowed whole in shadows and warmth and memory. if i close my eyes, it reverberates through my mind. [...]
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frivolousness
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005but then again, i thought you knew…
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…to fall…
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005plummeting, crashing, coasting, gliding, diving, slipping, plunging, tumbling, sliding…bracing, racing, terror, anticipation, excitement, confusion, apprehension, fusion. precarious downfall, delicious salvation — contradiction. precarious security swallowed in uncertainty. the unknown. complex anxiety. freedom immobilized by “what if”s. what if what if what if…why? complexity. to feel, to savor, to relish, to breathe, to taste, to touch, [...]
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w a i t i n g
Wednesday, May 25th, 2005waiting…waiting…waiting… waiting in line. waiting for an answer. waiting for the question. waiting for an end. waiting for another chance. waiting for the outcome. waiting for a beginning. waiting it out. waiting always lasts so long. waiting for an opening. waiting for something. waiting for nothing. waiting for everything. waiting for anything. waiting is the [...]
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