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i was only half-heartedly attempting a change, and now it’s like everything is changing around me whether i like it or not.
i’m scared. and anxious. and so motherfucking nervous.
i’m almost not certain if i want everything to work out or if i want to stay status quo.
just, flat out not sure.
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category : amuserings & musings, blahblahblah
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was a bit more low key than some years, but still successful at the very least. there was some food (chinese for the holiday, natch), some booze, an dsome mild frolicking.
it’s really nice in the city when everyone is gone, the streets are quiet, the stores are empty. of course, then black friday hits and it’s like AVOID THE FUCK OUT OF HUMANITY!
avoid avoid avoid.
the point is:
god bless car bombs.
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there are about a million and one things running through my head, and i go a little crazy only having myself to talk to about them all.
because having conversations with yourself makes you a tad crazy after a while.
i’m tired of bouncing thoughts around my own brain, it’s getting cluttered. and lonely.
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(something to keep my mind off the fact that everything is complete asscrackers today)
- my brother is coming to visit next month! for a long time! yay!
- the raiders beat the chiefs (and are on a mini-streak, and are heading into a bye week to heal before facing the steelers)
- going to see bang camaro on friday
- boy gets 2nd tattoo session on sunday
- we have a coupon for ALL THE MEAT for the holidays
we’ll see if i can come up with anything else…today is extra shitty.
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i’ve plowed through 4 books in the last 2.5 days. i’m going to finish another today/tomorrow (that i started this afternoon).
i am flush with literature. and it’s making me so happy.
of course, i do occasionally freak out about what book to read NEXT…but i haven’t had an issue like that in quite a long while.
i can’t even remember when.
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so. halloween happened. i guess.
this weekend was both unspeakably lame and also neutral. i had plans and ideas in my head, but it was super hard to execute. everything is piling up on me so hardcore. i need a few extra weeks to prepare my fucking life…
and there is no time. it’s november now, what kind of crap is that?
i’m so ill prepared.
there will be no dia de los muertos party this year. i’m unspeakably sad about that, it doesn’t even seem real.
yet, so many people aren’t even around anymore. friends moving away, friends losing touch, friends too busy. it’s depressing to think of.
and i’m tired, so fucking tired all the fucking time. tired in my bones and tired of my life.
meh.
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