my computer is about 55% back to being repaired at home, and it was an all-night thing.
so annoyed. and everything is crapping out at work right now, so i can’t really focus on much else.
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my computer is about 55% back to being repaired at home, and it was an all-night thing.
so annoyed. and everything is crapping out at work right now, so i can’t really focus on much else.
so.hard.can.they.lick.my.balls!
i suppose i should take advantage of the fact that this hasn’t been up and running in a fucking forever, huh?
meh.
and i leave for colorado tomorrow morning and am all broke ass post-bills and stressed and freaked out and totally haven’t even begun to pack and OH MY GOD WTF?!
ok, ok, happy thoughts, think happy thoughts. jeanne gave me booze and meat for christmas. or rather, a meaty fate i will indulge in with the boy upon my triumphant return from southeastern bumfuckville. and i see the gravy tomorrow. gravy gravy gravy. that’s a good thing. i’m just…le tired. and did i mention i haven’t even started packing? because i totally haven’t.
also, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind fucking always tears me to pieces.
always.
(source: friday’s feast)
bleh.
i’m annoyed and tired and all sorts of freaked/stressed out, but it’s ok now cuz i can at least play videogames. and by play videogames i mean horribly destroy/obliterate all of my pikmin and let my little space man asphyxiate on a hostile planet after his partially-recovered ship comes crashing down to the ground. also: passing out the wrong way on the bed with the lights completely on. woo.
all of this super awesomeness is brought to you by the boy’s insistence that i have a “functioning” tv in my room. and by functioning, i mean freaking giant and awesome.
of course, now i think my christmas present to him totally sucks the 12 dicks of failure now.
le sigh.
my beloved computer is having some major-ass severe issues of doom. i’m so furious i could cry, but instead i’m frantically making a list of shit that needs to be backed up, restored, documented, etc. i’m so annoyed. luckily i have another computer but fucking hell, man…
oh, and that one a.) doesn’t have an airport card b.) does not work with my usb netgear card. fuck fuck fuck.
i love my computer, and i don’t fucking have time for this. nor do i fucking have the money to go out and get the additional disk utility software i may need to save my precious mac. fuck you, disk warrior and fuck you, too, tech tool pro. fucking fuck fuck.
stupid fucking holidays, stupid fucking bills, stupid fucking electronics!!! GAHHHHH!!!!
(i hate everything)
so tired different parts of me ache, in different ways. so tired i can’t even bother to turn off my brain so i can stop thinking for five fucking minutes…five fucking seconds, even. so tired that the simplest solution seems to just fucking give up. give up give up give up give up.
that’s what i want most. that’s the only thing i need. #1 on my christmas wish list.
surrender.
defeat.
give up.
i don’t want to wallow and mope and worry…i just want it all to fucking end. be over and done with, regardless of the outcome.
i want five seconds of peace.
i want to give up.
finally, the weather seems to have almost caught on to the fact that it’s damn near winter officially and that the 60-degree days are confusing in december. not that i mind them necessarily, i just hope it’s not mother nature’s way of getting us all to let down our guard and then hosing us so spectacularly.
meh.
holiday parties are already in swing, christmas is looming on the horizon (i’m so woefully unprepared for it) and the year is rapidly coming to a close.
i’m not entirely certain i have complete & utter disdain for ’06 but i definitely have not been a fan of certain parts of it. i dunno, i guess we’ll see on new years, ya know?
i still can’t believe how fast it’s all happening. everything is changing almost faster than i could dare to keep up.
my computer is about 55% back to being repaired at home, and it was an all-night thing. so annoyed. and everything is crapping out at work right now, so i can’t really focus on much else.
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so.hard.can.they.lick.my.balls! i suppose i should take advantage of the fact that this hasn’t been up and running in a fucking forever, huh? meh. and i leave for colorado tomorrow morning and am all broke ass post-bills and stressed and freaked out and totally haven’t even begun to pack and OH MY GOD WTF?! ok, ok, […]
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Appetizer: What was your very first job with a paycheck? editorial assistant at the ag journal in la junta. wooo weee! Soup: Did you ever lose something really important to you? oh yeah…totally. i lost my fran ring, for one. that sucked. i’ve lost other really important things too, usually jewelry that’s irreplaceable and stuff. […]
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bleh. i’m annoyed and tired and all sorts of freaked/stressed out, but it’s ok now cuz i can at least play videogames. and by play videogames i mean horribly destroy/obliterate all of my pikmin and let my little space man asphyxiate on a hostile planet after his partially-recovered ship comes crashing down to the ground. […]
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my beloved computer is having some major-ass severe issues of doom. i’m so furious i could cry, but instead i’m frantically making a list of shit that needs to be backed up, restored, documented, etc. i’m so annoyed. luckily i have another computer but fucking hell, man… oh, and that one a.) doesn’t have an […]
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so tired different parts of me ache, in different ways. so tired i can’t even bother to turn off my brain so i can stop thinking for five fucking minutes…five fucking seconds, even. so tired that the simplest solution seems to just fucking give up. give up give up give up give up. that’s what […]
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finally, the weather seems to have almost caught on to the fact that it’s damn near winter officially and that the 60-degree days are confusing in december. not that i mind them necessarily, i just hope it’s not mother nature’s way of getting us all to let down our guard and then hosing us so […]
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